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Imitating B With Her Hands And Feet On The Floor (6th March 2021)

  #BIsDefinitelyMovingAroundQuickerEachDay #YesterdaySheGotStuckByTheCushionsByTheTVAsSheOnlyLikesRollingOneWaySoSheKeptRollingIntoThemRatherThanAwayFromThem #ThisPhotoIsMeImitatingHerWithHerHandsAndFeetOnTheFloorWhichSheHasStartedToDoInTheLastWeekOrSo #ICanNotImagineHerWalkingAroundButIGuessThoseDaysAreGettingCloserAndCloser #SometimesAtNightNowIHearHerCryingSoITurnOnTheMonitorAndSheIsJustSatUpInHerCot #IHadACallWithMySupportBefrienderPersonTheOtherDay #SheSaidSheThatCouldTellThatIWasDown #ISaidIDoNotKnowWhyIBotherMakingProjectsAndThingsWithTheFreeTimeIHaveWhenICouldBeRelaxingInstead #SheSaidItIsBecauseYouLoveIt #ILikeThisProjectFromTimeToTimeButItIsMoreThatIFeelIHaveToMakeIt #WhenIDoAGoodShootIFeelGreatButWhenIDoNotIFeelPrettyDown #SoHerCommentGaveMeAKickToActuallyStartShootingForAProjectThatIHaveBeenThinkingAboutForAFewWeeks #IDoNotKnowIfItWillEverSeeTheLightOfDayButIDefinitelyFeelBetterForHavingStartedIt #ThisMorningTiagoGotBUpAt7AndHeWillLookAfterHerUntilHerNapAtAround10 #IDidMyDanceVideosFirstThingToGetThemDoneAsIFeelLikeTheyHangOverMeAtTheWeekend #TodayIReallyEnjoyedItButSomeWeeksItIsJustAnotherThingThatIFeelIHaveToDo #INeedToStopFeelingGuiltyForHavingSomeTimeToMyself #IWorkPrettyQuicklyNowWithTheFreeTimeIHaveAndTiagoIsBsDadSoOfCourseHeShouldBeSpendingTimeWithHer #IThinkIFeelBadAsTiagoIsWorkingAllWeekAndMakingMoneyWhereasIDoNotMakeMuch #IAmDoingSomeNonArtPaidWorkAtTheMomentWhichIJustDoInFifteenMinutesToTwoHoursIshSessions #IDoLookForOtherWorkWhereBWouldHaveToGoToNurseryButThereDoesNotSeemToBeMuchOutThere #ItWouldAlsoNeedToBeSomethingWhichLeavesMeWithEnoughAfterPayingNurseryFeesToSeemWorthIt #MostOfTheMumsIKnowWithBabiesOfASimilarAgeAreEitherBackAtWorkOrGoingBackSoon #ItIsAnnoyingInTheSenseThatSoonWeWillBeAbleToHangOutWithOtherBabiesButTheyAllMightBeInNurseries #IGuessThereWillBeSomeAroundThoughWhoseParentsWorkPartTimeOrWhoAreInASimilarPosition #IHaveSpokenToACoupleOfMumsThisWeekAtThePlaygroundWeGoTo #IRealiseNowThatEveryoneElseProbablyWantsToChatButTheyAreJustAsAwkwardAsMe #MyCurrentMumPickupLineIsHowOldIsYourLittleOne #WeSayWeWillSeeEachOtherAroundButWeHaveLivedHereForFourMonthsAndIDoNotThinkIHaveSeenThemBefore #WorkingOnANewProjectAndTalkingToPeopleMakesMeFeelHappierSoINeedToKeepOnDoingWhatIAmDoing

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Imitating How B Clapped Until Two Days Ago (10th March 2021)

  #UntilTwoDaysAgoBWasClappingLikeSheWasLookingForAFight #SheLikesToClapAboutEverythingAtTheMoment #EvenThoughHerSkinGotWorseAgainAndSheHasAColdAndSheIsTeething #ICalledTheDoctorsTheOtherDayAsWeOpenedANewTubeOfHydrocortisoneCreamAndItSaidToOnlyUseItForAWeek #WeHaveBeenUsingItForTwoWeeksAndAsADoctorSaidToUseItTwoTimesADayUntilItWasMuchBetterWeWereOnlyApplyingItOnceADay #ThisDoctorSaidItIsFineToKeepUsingItTwiceADayAndBsSkinHasGotMuchBetterAlready #WeJustNeedToKeepApplyingHerOtherCreamEveryHourOrSoAndItDefinitelyMakesADifferenceToo #SheHasARunnyNoseWhichSheDoesNotLikeHavingWipedSoThatMakesForALotOfFun #AtTheWeekendSheWasCrawlingALittleBitButThenSheWasSuddenlyOffAroundTheRoom #YesterdaySheCrawledIntoTheKitchenAndPushedHerselfUpToStandingOnTheStepladderThatISitOnToFeedHer #ItIsAmazingHowMuchSheChangesWeekToWeek #AtTheMomentWeAreTryingToHaveTheTelevisionOnLessAndSpendMoreTimeInHerRoom #ItIsMyNansHouseSoIfSheWantsTheTelevisionOnThenSheShouldHaveItOnButIFeelGuiltyForWatchingIt #BHasMuchBetterPlaytimeWhenItIsNotOnAndWeReadMoreBooksAndSheCrawlsMore #MoreCrawlingEqualsBetterSleepWhichIsGoodForUsAll #IAmStillStressedOutWithMealsButNowIJustSeeWhatSheEatsInHalfAnHourAndLeaveItAtThat #SheDoesNotSeemToLikeMeFeedingHerAtLunchAndDinnerButIfSheHasSomeKindOfFingerFoodThenSheDoesNotMind #ItIs5WeeksUntilWeCanAttendAnInPersonBabyClassAgain #FriendsElsewhereInTheCountryAreAlreadyAttendingBabyGroupsAndOutdoorClassesAndIAmJealous #EvenThoughISaidBeforeThatTheBabyWalksNearUsAreNotFairOnBAsSheIsABitBoredIHaveTriedToBookSinceButTheyAreAlwaysSoldOut #ItIsAnnoyingAsIKnowThatPeopleDoNotShowUpAndSoThereAreAlwaysFreeSpotsButOhWell #ItIsAwkwardWalkingAroundInAGroupLikeThatAndBGetsNothingFromIt #WhenWeDoOnlineClassesNowBKeepsCrawlingOverToMyLaptopAndSmashesAllTheKeys #SometimesSheEndsUpTurningMyCameraOffOrUnmutingUsSoItIsAwkwardButFunny #ThereIsAnOnlineCoffeeMorningTodayWithAMumAppThatIUse #IWasGoingToAttendButNowIDoNotSeeThePointAsItIsHighlyUnlikelyThatAnyOfTheMumsWillLiveNearUs #WeJustNeedToWaitThingsOutAndHopeThatThingsDoNotRevert #IGuessItIsForTheBestThatWeCanNotGoToAnythingAsHopefullyByTheTimeWeCanMyNanWillHaveHadHerSecondVaccine #IKnowItWillNotCompletelyProtectHerButItWillMakeThingsALittleLessStressful #SheIsAlsoGettingFedUpOfBeingAtHomeAllTheTimeSoWeWillAllBeHappierWhenWeCanGoOutMore

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First Mother’s Day / Portrait Of A Mother Of A 9 Month Old (14th March 2021)

  #TiagoGotHisFirstFathersDayWhenBWasOnlyAroundAWeekOld #IHaveHadToWaitPatientlyFor9MonthsToGetMyFirstParentsDay #TiagoGetsReallyStressedOutAboutWhatToDoForOccasionsButHeMadeANiceCardWithALotOfTextInsideThatHeSaidBToldHimToWrite #HeWasOnAboutGettingMeRollerBladesButMaybeItIsNotTheBestTimeToStartBreakingSomeBones #BsSkinLookedAlmostBackToNormalAndThenItStartedToGetBadAgain #IThinkWeWillBeDealingWithItForAWhileButIGuessAtLeastWeKnowWhatWorksNow #IHaveBeenFeelingALotBetterThisWeekThoughIAmNotReallySureWhy #IThinkIHaveBeenSoBusyAndIKnowThingsAreChangingSoIAmFeelingMorePositive #IWhineSoMuchInThisProjectWhichIsAwkwardButIDoLoveBeingAMother #SeeingBGrowingAndChangingWeekToWeekIsSoRewarding #ButNothingCanPrepareYouForThisMassiveLifeShift #IAmFeelingMoreRelaxedWithBsMealTimesNowThatISetA30MinuteLimit #IfSheIsHungryThenSheWillEatItSuperFast #IfSheIsNotEatingThenAfter10MinutesIWillTrySomethingElseLikeMixingInHerDessertWhichIsUsuallyYoghurtAndFruit #SheHasMilkBeforeHerSecondNapNowSoEvenIfSheDoesNotEatSheUsuallyDrinksWell #TheOtherDayIStartedToSingThatTikTokSeaShantyToHerAndSheStartedToLaughSoThatWasTheSongOfTheDay #IHadToLookUpTheLyricsAsIRealisedThatIHadBeenMakingThemUp #MyClowningAndImprovTrainingIsDefinitelyComingInHandyForEntertainingB #IDoLoveToMakeHerLaugh #WhateverMakesHerLaughIJustKeepDoingItAndAmplifyingItUntilSheIsLaughedOut #SheCanSuddenlyPlayWithToysThatSheCouldNotHoldBeforeAndIsInterestedInALotMoreThings #SheHasStartedToOpenDrawersSoWeNeedToDoSomeMoreBabyProofing #WeAreTryingToTeachHerToWaveWhichSheDoesSometimesButOtherTimesSheJustClaps #IFeelLikeIShouldReallyBeLearningMoreAboutBabySignLanguageNow #WhenWeDoOnlineBabyClassesIReallyLikeLearningTheSignsForSongs #IAmAlsoFindingItEasierToTalkToHerNow #IUsuallyJustKeepSayingCanYouSayThisOrThisAndSheDoesNotButSheWillOneDay #OrIAmLikeLookAtThisToyCarrotItIsOrangeAndGreenAndItIsAVegetable #TheMurderOfSarahEverardHasGotMeThinkingALotAboutAwkwardAndHorribleExperiencesInMyPast #IHopeThatThingsWillBeDifferentForBAsSheGrowsUpButWeWillHaveToWaitAndSee

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First Time On A Train In A Year (16th March 2021)

#TodayINeededToGoToBirminghamCityCentreToShowThatIAmActuallyWhoISayIAmForATemporaryJob #IBelieveThatIHadNotBeenOnATrainSince16thMarch2020ButThatSeemsABitTooMuchOfACoincidenceToBeTrue #IHadNotBeenToBirminghamNewStreetStationSinceJanuary2020AndIHadNotWalkedAroundBrumSinceSometimeIn2019 #IGotToMyLocalStationSuperEarlyAsIGuessIAmUsedToAimingToLeaveEarlierThanUsualWhenIActuallyNeedToBeSomewhereWithB #HoweverTodayIWasByMyselfAndItWasOdd #BWasNotInAGoodMoodBeforeILeftButLuckilySheKnowsMyMumWellSoWasHappyClingingToHer #TheTicketMachineSeemedToBeOutOfOrderSoIHadToGoToTheTicketCounter #WhenIWasAboutToPayHeOpenedUpHisHatchAndForSomeReasonIThoughtIHadToGiveHimMyCard #HePointedToTheCardMachineWhichIHadAlreadyNoticedBeforeAndIFeltABitEmbarrassed #ThePriceSeemedLowerThanIThoughtItWouldBeSoIMadeSureThatHeDidNotGiveMeAChildTicket #ThinkingAboutItAfterwardsItDidSoundLikeTheRightPriceButIPaidTheSameInLiverpoolForOneStopAndAFewMinutesTrainRide #ISatOnABenchAndWatchedAFastTrainGoPastWhichFreakedMeOutABit #MyCarriageWasEmptyButIStillManagedToGetTerriblePhotosOfMyExperience #ThisRemindsMeOfWhenITookPhotosOfMeInASupermarketAsIHadNotBeenInOneFor6Months #WellWhenIGotOffTheTrainTodayIWentIntoASupermarketAndGotMyselfAMealDeal #ThenISatInVictoriaSquareAndRememberedHowAwkwardItIsToEatInPublic #SomeYoungWomenWereShoutingKillTheBillAndIAdmiredTheirEnergy #IWasAlreadyFeelingTiredAsIStayedUpTooLateLastNightSkippingThroughAllTheEpisodesOfTheCelebrityCircle #ThatFeelsDumbToSayAfterTalkingAboutPeopleProtestingButItIsTheTruth #MyMeetingWentFineAndIHaveLotsOfStuffToGetOnWithNow #IRanForAnEarlierTrainHomeAsICouldNotBeBotheredToSitOnThePlatformForAgesAndThereWasNowhereElseToGo #ItFeltSoOddRunningThroughTheCityCentreAndTrainStation #IThoughtIWouldGetToldOffOrSomethingThoughIDoNotKnowWhy #IWoreAMaskForTheLongestAmountOfTimeTodaySinceTheFirstLockdownStartedWhichSeemsABitLate #ISawLotsOfDucksOnTheWayHomeFromTheStationAndItMadeMeMissBAsUsuallyIPointThemOutToHer #GotHomeAndMyMumAskedIfIHadRanHome #MaybeILookedRedOrPerhapsIWasEarlierThanSheExpected #SheSaidThatAtLunchBHadBeenTryingToChewToastButWasCryingOutAsSheTriedToDoSo #LaterOnIFeltABitOfASharpToothStartingToStickOutOfHerBottomGum #TodayIWasTheFurthestAwayThatIHaveEverBeenAwayFromHerAndThoughItWasNiceToBeByMyselfForABitIWouldHaveRatherBeenWithHer

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Imitating B Inspecting Dirt On The Floor (21st March 2021)

  #NothingGetsPastBTheseDays #EspeciallyAnyBitOfDirtOnTheFloorThatSheIsQuickToPickUp #SheIsSoFastAndWeBreatheASighOfReliefWhenSheSitsStillForAMinute #ThisWeekHasBeenMyBusiestWeekSinceSheWasBornIThink #AndOfCourseItCoincidedWithBsFirstToothStartingToCutThroughHerGums #ItIsDay6AndIDoNotThinkItHasBrokenTheSurfaceYet #AWomanAtTheParkSaidItCanTakeUpToAMonthForAToothToFullyAppear #WeHaveStartedToBrushBsTeethOrRatherGumsToGetHerUsedToUsDoingIt #HerToothpasteIsFor0To2YearOldsButItSaysTheyShouldSpitItOut #BHasBeenLaughingAtMeShowingHerHowToSpitItOutButIDoNotThinkItMattersThatMuch #HerNapsHaveGenerallyBeenALotShorterAndSheUsuallyWakesUpAt6amNow #IHaveBeenWorkingUntil11ishQuiteALotButThenItTakesSoLongForMyBrainToSwitchOff #WeManagedOneEpisodeOfAShowForDateNightLastNightThenWeWentToBedAt10 #IAmDreadingTheClocksChangingNextWeekendThoughIAmLookingForwardToLighterEvenings #YesterdayIHadPortfolioReviewsAndWorkWorkToDoSoTiagoLookedAfterBForMostOfTheDay #IWasReadingSomethingAboutTheSuccessOfAFemaleArtistAfterHavingKidsSeemsToCorrelateToHowSupportiveTheirPartnerIs #IFeelLuckyThatTiagoIsSupportiveOfItAllAsOtherwiseItWouldBeHarderToGetThingsDone #ForTheNextMonthOrSoIWillBeOutALotMoreWorkingWhichMeansLessTimeForMyOwnStuffSoWeWillSeeHowThatAllGoes #AKidAtTheParkTheOtherDayCameOverAndStartedToPushBInTheSwing #SheDidNotKnowWhatToMakeOfItAndIWasAlsoABitUnsureOfWhatToDo #IDoNowKnowHowToTalkToKids #TheOtherDayICriedAsIHadQuiteATenderMomentWithB #SheWasInspectingMyFingersWithGreatCareAndWasLaughingAtMeRaisingMyEyebrowsUpAndDown #SheAlsoHasANewCheekyGrinWhichIsSuperAdorable #SheLikesToPlayWithTheBalloonsThatWeBlewUpForOneOfHerBabyClasses #SheIsYetToUnderstandThatTheyCanPopAndIAmNotLookingForwardToTheDayThatTheyDo #RecentlySheWasReallyDiggingHerFingersIntoItAndIHatedTheNoise #IQuicklyPutMyHandsOverMyEarsAndSheAlsoFoundThatHilarious #INeedToDoSomeResearchIntoWhatSoundsAllAnimalsMake #ForExampleWhatSoundDoesAGiraffeMake

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Imitating B’s New Cheeky Grin, Though She Does Not Have A Mouth Full Of Bad Teeth (24th March 2021)

  #TheOtherDayINoticedThatBHadANewCheekyGrin #IMadeAVideoOfItAndShowedItToHerThenSheWasGrinningBackAtHerself #ThinkingAboutItSheHasNotReallyDoneItSinceThenButSheDoesSeemToDoNewThingsAndForgetAboutThemForABit #MyMumSaysSheIsImitatingMeWhenIDoItButIAmNotAwareOfMyselfDoingIt #WeAreJustConstantlyOnBWatchNowAsSheSeemsToBumpHerHeadAMillionTimesADay #LuckilyBabiesSeemQuiteResilientWhichIsGoodAsOtherwiseIDoNotThinkAnyoneWouldMakeItToAdulthood #HerToothIsStillYetToBreakThroughAndSheLikesToWakeUpAtAround11pmInPain #LastNightTAndIWereBothSoTiredThatWeHopedItWasJustARandomWakeUp #OfCourseIWasJustStartingToDriftOffWhenSheWokeUp #EventuallyTiagoWentAndGaveHerSomeTeethingGelWhichSeemedToWork #IShouldHaveJustGotUpSoonerAndDoneItAndNowIFeelQuiteGuilty #NowIAmActuallyLookingForwardToTheClocksChangingAsIHopeWeCanGetBBackToWakingUpAt7 #OftenWhenISeePicturesOfOtherPeopleBreastfeedingIFeelBadThatOurBreastfeedingJourneyEndedEarlierThanIPlanned #ButBReallyDidNotWantToDoItSoItMadeSenseToStop #WeCompletedOurCensusTheOtherDayAndItWasQuiteExcitingToPutBOnThere #HopefullyIn100YearsTimeWeWillHaveRelativesWhoAreInterestedInUs #AndTheyWillBeAbleToFindUsLivingWithNan #IAmDefinitelyGladThatWeMoved #IThinkIWouldBeStrugglingALotIfWeStillLivedInLiverpoolAsWeWouldNotHaveSoMuchSupport #IWouldNotBeAbleToHaveTheJobThatIAmDoingAtTheMomentOrAtLeastNotBeAbleToDoItInTheSameWay #ItHasBeenNiceToGoOutThoughMyLegsFeelABitLikeJellyAfterWalkingSoMuchYesterday #ItIsGoodThatBIsUsedToMyMumAsSheDoesNotSeemToMindWhenIGoOut #ItIsEarlyDaysSoThatMightChangeButSheIsQuiteHappyClingingToMyMumDuringABadTeethingMoment #IHopeItDoesNotRainMuchOnFutureWorkDaysAsThatWillMakeItNotSoGreat #IFeelPositiveWithGettingOutMoreThoughAndNextWeekWeShouldBeAbleToSitInOtherPeoplesGardens #AndSoonBabyClassesWillReopenAgainWhichIAmGreatlyLookingForwardTo #FriendsInDifferentAreasHaveAlreadyBeenGoingToGroupsAndHaveBeenAbleToHangOut #IWantBToHaveSomeFriendsThatSheCanCrawlAroundWithAndDoThingsThatSheHasBeenMissingOutOn #LuckilySheDoesNotKnowSheIsMissingOutButHopefullySheWillNotHaveToMissOutAgainThoughIAmNotThatOptimisticAboutItAll #IAmGladIHaveTheDentistSoonAsOneOfMyTeethIsStartingToPlayUp

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Seventh Family Portrait (28th March 2021)

  #ItIsAShameThatWeHaveNotManagedToDoAFamilyPortraitEveryMonthSinceBWasBorn #IGuessSevenOutOfTenIsNotBadConsideringIDidNotRealiseItWasGoingToBeARegularThing #BIsTryingToStandUpAsMuchAsPossibleTheseDays #SheUsesAStepladderTheSofaAllOfMyNansLittleTablesAndThingsLikeGlassShelvesWhichWeHadHiddenAwayWithCushions #SheIsGettingStrongerEverydayButSheStillHasALotOfBumps #TheDentistWentOkayTheOtherDayThoughIKeptApologisingForHowBadMyTeethAre #SheSaidThatWeShouldLetBHavingAGoAtBrushingHerOwnTeethToo #INearlyLaughedOutLoudAsWeAreFindingItDifficultEnough #ButWeJustMakeTheSoundOfAnElectricToothbrushAndSheLetsUsBrushHerSoleToothAndHerGums #MyBackToothIsPlayingUpAndWillProbablyNeedToBeRemovedAtSomePoint #ItWasSoWeirdRemovingMyMaskWhileBeingSoCloseToStrangers #IFeltAwkwardRemovingItAndSheSaidThatALotOfPeopleSayTheSame #ThisMorningTheClocksChangedAndLuckilyForUsBWokeUpAtSevenThirtyWhichWasSixThirtyOldTime #SheWokeUpAtSixThirtyYesterdayTooWhichIsBetterThanSixSoLetsSeeWhatTimeSheWakesUpNowWithTheTimeChange #IKnowIShouldHaveGoneToBedEarlierLastNightButIKindOfResentedTheFactThatIShouldSoIDidNot #MyNewJobIsSoTiring #IHadANapAfterIGotInTodayWhenBHadHersAndIDidTheSameYesterday #TheNapAlwaysEndsUpBeingAbout35MinutesAndIWakeUpFeelingSuperGroggy #IRecentlyFoundTheEyeMaskThatIGotForMyJustInCaseHospitalBirthBag #ItHasBeenGettingSomeUseAndItDefinitelyHelpsMeFallAsleepQuicker #WeDidThisShootAfterWeAllWokeUpFromOurNap #WeWouldHaveJustPhotographedUsInBedButIRealisedThatOurLastFamilyPortraitWasUsLyingInBed #SoWeMovedBsCotAndDidTheShootInHerRoom #AtOnePointSheActuallyTookASetOfPhotosAsSheWasMessingWithMyComputerAndPressedTheButtonToShootASet #SheSpentTheShootTryingToStandUpThenBeingAnnoyedAtUsTryingToKeepHerInShotOrSheWasCrawlingAwayAndBashingMyLaptop #ItIsNiceToBeOutOfTheHouseMoreButItIsWeird #MyBodyIsDefinitelyNotUsedToAllTheWalkingButHopefullyItWillGetOverItSoon #IAmEnjoyingIntroducingBToMoreMusicThoughSheDoesJustSeemToLoveJumpByVanHalen #InTheLastWeekIHavePlayedLauraVeirsJulyFlameAlbumALotWhenFeedingHerAsItIsQuiteRelaxing #ICanNotBelieveHowMuchSheChangesWeekToWeekAndHowMuchOfASmallHumanSheIs

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Leg Hair: Before And After (31st March 2021)

  #WellYesterdayWasAReallyHotDayAndTodayIsAlrightButNextWeekItMaySnow #WeManagedToSitOutsideABitYesterdayAndPreparedASortOfPlayAreaForB #OfCourseSheWasStraightOffTheMatAndLookingAtAnyBitOfDirtSheCouldFind #AndSheJustWantedToHoldOntoTheBenchAndStandUpALot #SheSeemedToLikeTheChangeOfSceneryThoughAndSoHopefullyWeCanKeepImprovingItForHer #ItWasABitStressfulFiguringWhatSheShouldWearAllDayAndSleepIn #IWishSheCouldJustTellMeHowHotOrColdSheIsButOfCourseThatWouldBeTooEasy #WeGotSomeBlackoutStuffForHerWindowsTooSoHopefullyItMayHelpWithHerNappingAndSleep #IDidGetHerUpAt7ThisMorningWhichIsQuiteLateForHer #SheDidWakeUpAt2AndThen5SomethingButSheWentBackOffToSleep #IAmWorriedThatSheWasTooHotButIAmNotSure #IThinkSheIsJustStillInPainWithTeethingAndSheDoesSeemToBeItchingHerSkinALot #HerSkinIsLookingGoodThoughSoIAmNotSureIfItIsItchyOrIfSheIsDoingItOutOfHabit #IGuessItIsItchySoIJustKeepApplyingCream #IReadYesterdayThatNewRulesSayWeCanNotSingInBabyClasses #ThisIsGoingToAffectBsMusicClassWhichIsAllAboutSingingSoIAmInterestedToSeeWhatWillHappen #IMayHaveSaidThisBeforeButIThinkMySingingVoiceHasGotALotBetterSinceHavingB #IAmStillATerribleSingerButIHaveDefinitelyImprovedABit #ItProbablyHelpsNoLongerLivingInAFlatTooAndNotFeelingSoSelfConsciousAboutMakingNoise #IAmLookingForwardToChangeAndBeingAbleToDoMoreThings #ButIDoFeelABitAnxiousAndWorriedAboutBsRoutineAndChangingItToDoThings #ThoughYesterdayIGotSoExcitedAboutTheSunThatIForgotToGiveHerMilkBeforeHerSecondNap #AndIDidNotEvenRealiseFor3HoursSoIThinkWeWillBeFine #ButYesTheWarmerWeatherMayBeJustHereBrieflyForNowButIDoNeedToSortOutMyLegs #IActuallyCanNotRememberTheLastTimeIShavedThemButItHasBeenProbablyTooLong #IAmAllForBodyHairButIDoPreferMyLegsHairless #HoweverTheyHaveJustBeenHiddenAwayForMonthsUnderLeggingsSoIJustLetThemDoTheirThing #IThoughtAboutDoingTwoShootsWithABeforeAndAfterButItSeemedToMakeSenseToShowThemInTheSamePhoto #IJustNeedToFindTimeToShaveTheOtherLegNowAndIHopeTheNeighboursDidNotSeeWhenIWentToGetTheWheelieBin #AreTwoHairyLegsMoreSociallyAcceptableOnAWomanThanOneShavedAndOneNot

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An Imitation Of Sorts Of How B Often Sits (4th April 2021)

  #BSitsALotWithOneFootInFrontOfHerAndOneBehind #IGuessItIsGoodForBalanceAndMightJustBeHowSheEndsUpSittingRatherThanByChoiceAtTimes #IHopeSheKeepsHerFlexibilityThoughIHaveNotSeenHerDoTheSplitsInAWhile #TodayIsEasterSundayButWeDoNotReallyCelebrateIt #IJustLikeTheFactThatTiagoHasAFourDayWeekend #TheBiggestGossipAtTheMomentIsThatIQuitMyJobYesterday #ItWasReallyStressingMeOutAndYesterdayPeopleWereSoRudeToMeThatIJustWentHome #IReallyHateQuittingThingsButIWasJustStandingAroundCryingThenTryingToGetOverItAndCarryOnThenSomeoneElseWouldBeRude #IWasTryingToAtLeastMakeItToTheEndOfMyShiftButIHadEnoughWhenIStartedToCryInFrontOfSomeone #ItWasMentallyAndPhysicallyDrainingSoItDidNotSeemWorthPuttingUpWithForAFewMoreWeeksEspeciallyAsIKnowPeopleWillJustGetWorse #ForMeMorningShiftsWereBetterWithMyMumLookingAfterBAndNotHavingWorkHangingOverMeAllDay #ButIJustFeltLikeIWasBotheringPeopleAndWakingThemUp #NowINeedToTryToFindOtherWorkWhichIsEasierSaidThanDone #IForgotToMentionThatMyNanHadHerSecondJabAWeekOrSoAgoWhichIsGoodNews #TheWeatherHasGivenUsAGlimpseOfWhatTheNextFourOrFiveMonthsCouldBeLike #SittingOutsideInTheParkOrInTheGardenWhileBSamplesDifferentLeavesAndOutdoorCuisine #TheOtherDayWhileWorkingIWalkedPastAGuyWhoJustSmelledOfSweatAndItWasWeirdlyNostalgic #IRealisedThatIHadNotSmelledThatSmellInALongTime #AndThenAnotherGuyWalkedByWhoJustStunkOfCologneAndIHadNotThatSmelledThatForALongTimeEither #ItWasNiceToBeOutAndAboutMoreByMyselfFeelingLikeSomethingOtherThanAMother #ThoughIThinkMyMotheringWasAlsoGoingDownHillDueToTheJobAndFeelingSoTiredAndStressed #IFeelShatteredNowButIHopeItWillPassInACoupleOfDays #ThenICanGetBackToTryingToBeTheMotherIWantToBe #IHaveNotDoneAYoutubeBabyClassWithBInAWhileAndIHaveNotReadToHerMuchLately #ThoughSheDoesRarelySitStillAndHerLegsAreGettingStrongerEachDay #SheHasNotBeenSleepingSoWellLately #SheWasUpAt6TodayAnd5ThirtyYesterdayThoughTiagoGotUpWithHerAndLetMeHaveMoreSleep #IThinkSheIsTeethingALotAgainAndHerSkinHasGotABitWorse #WeHaveSeenAFewMorePeopleLatelyThoughAndIAmLookingForwardToHangingOutWithOthersSoon #IFeelLikeINeedAWeekOffButHopefullyThatFeelingWillPassSoonAsItIsNotPossibleAnyways 

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I Need To Stop Whining And Get Over Myself (7th April 2021)

  #AfterIHadWrittenMyHashtagsAndDoneMyShootTheOtherDayBSuddenlyStartedToBabbleLoads #SheSaysDadaQuiteClearlyThoughWeNeverReallySaidItToHerBeforeAsWeCallTiagoHerPaiMoreThanHerDad #ItIsObviouslyJustASoundThatBabiesCanMakeQuiteEasily #TiagoWasTellingBThatIAmHerBigDadaAndThatHeIsTheLittleDada #SheHasPhasesWhereSheBabblesLoadsAndThenSheWillNotSayAnythingForAWhile #WeAreStillGettingUsedToHearingHerBabblingButItIsReallyCute #ICanStillNotImagineHavingProperConversationsWithHerOneDay #ButItIsLikeSheHasAlwaysBeenCrawlingNowSoIAmSureItWillBecomeNormalFast #WeHadSomeTiramisuAtTheWeekendAndIFeltQuiteTipsyAfterwardsAsIHaveNotHadADrinkForAWhile #SometimesIThinkAboutHavingADrinkButThenIUsuallyHaveLotsOfStuffToDoSoIDoNotBother #IAmStillFeelingABitWeirdAboutHavingQuitMyJob #IDoNotLikeToQuitThingsButIThinkItWasTheRightDecision #IWasSoTiredOnMondayThatIDoNotSeeHowIWouldHaveManagedToDoAShiftAnyways #MyBossCameToPickUpMyThingsYesterdayAndIDidNotEvenSeeHimSinceHeSaidICouldJustLeaveItByTheFrontDoor #IFeltSoRubbishAtTheJobAsIWasSoAnxiousAboutKnockingOnPeoplesDoors #ItHasAffectedMyConfidenceABitButHopefullyIWillGetOverItAllSoon #IDefinitelyFeltABitRunDownPerhapsAsMyBodyWasLikeOkayYouCanRelaxNowThatThatIsOver #IHadSomeCovidTestsLeftOverFromMyJobSoITookOneJustInCaseButItWasNegative #IDoNotFindThemThatUncomfortableThoughTheyDoMakeMeGagAndSneeze #BHasABabyClassNextWeekWhichIAmExcitedForButAlsoAnxiousAbout #IAmWorriedAboutHowSheWillReactToItAllButIAmSureSheWillBeFine #MyYoungerSisterCameToVisitUsAndBCriedAtHerForAWhile #ByTheTimeSheLeftThoughBWasABitObsessedWithHerSoItJustShowsThatSheNeedsALittleTimeToAdapt #IAmMostWorriedAboutBTryingToCrawlAwayWhenWeProbablyNeedToStayFirmlyOnOurMat #ButIAmSureSheWillJustEnjoySittingAndLookingAtOtherPeople #YesterdayOnTheSwingsSheWasJustStaringAtEveryoneAgain #IFeelSoAwkwardAsObviouslyWeAreTaughtThatItIsNotPoliteToStare #IAmSurePeopleDoNotMindAsTheyKnowSheIsJustABabyButStill #SometimesItIsAGoodWayToMakeConversationButSometimesItDoesNotHappen #IDidAShootWithBAndIThinkWeBothExperiencedEveryKindOfEmotionDuringIt

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Imitating B’s Feet When She Holds Onto Furniture (11th April 2021)

#IHaveSaidBeforeThatBIsAlwaysOnTheGoAndBangsHerHeadALot #WellNowItIsEvenMoreSoThatMaybeWeShouldGetHerAHelmet #ItIsWeirdThatWhenSheFallsAndMakesABigBangSheSeemsToCryLessThanWhenItBarelyMakesASound #SheSeemsAbleToReachHerArmsFurtherAcrossTablesAndThingsNow #SheLikesToReachForMyNansPapersAndChewOnThemOrRipThemUp #WeHadToMoveNansOrnamentsOffHerRevolvingBookcaseAsBWasJustConstantlyTryingToPullThingsOff #WeHaveReplacedThemWithBsBooksSoNowSheGetsDistractedByThemInstead #ItIsNiceToHaveALittleLibraryThereThoughIAmGettingBoredOfReadingHerFavouritesOnRepeat #SinceMyLastEntryIFeltMoreOptimisticAndLikeIWasGoingToStopWhiningAndBeMoreProactive #WhichWasGreatForADayAndThenIFeltSuperDownAgain #IMadeAPostInALocalGroupLookingForPlaymatesForBAndAskingAboutClassesAndThings #ThePandemicHasBeenToughForEveryoneInDifferentWays #AndIThinkItHasBeenATotalPostcodeLotteryWithWhatHasBeenGoingOnInLocalAreas #TheGlimpseOfGoodWeatherMadeMeFeelGreatAsSittingOutsideMadeSuchAChangeToOurDay #SoTheBadWeatherMadeMeFeelLockedInsideAgain #YesterdayWeWentForAWalkInTheRainAsIFeltLikeINeededToGetOut #HopefullyThingsCanOnlyGetBetterFromHereWithMoreThingsReopeningAndBetterWeatherOnTheHorizon #IAmSureThatIWillSoonBeWhiningAboutHowIFeelLikeIDoNotFitInInLocalGroups #ButTheChangeOfSceneryAndBreakInOurRoutinesWillBeReallyGoodForUs #OrMeAnywaysAsBDoesNotReallyCareButIThinkSheWillLikeToSeeMoreYoungPeople #IHaveMadeAnEffortToTryOutNewParksThisWeek #TheOtherDayBWasSmilingAtAYoungGirlSoThatWasNice #IThinkBMightHaveSeenATrainForTheFirstTimeTooWhichIsWeird #SheDidNotSeemThatBotheredByItButSheDoesTakeNoteOfBusesThatIPointOut #BIsStillTeethingALot #ItHurtsWhenSheWantsToTeethOnMyFingerAndBitesItWithHerTooth #ItStillLooksLikeItNeedsToComeOutOfHerGumsMore #WeStartedToUseANewMoisturiserOnBsSkinAndItDoesNotSeemToBeGettingAnyWorse #IFeelLikeIAmDefinitelyNotBeingTheBestMotherForBThatICouldBe #INeedToJustDoBetterAndKeepTryingToMoveInAPositiveDirectionAndDoWhatIsBestForHer

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Portrait Of A Mother Of A Ten Month Old (14th April 2021)

  #TheLastFewDaysHaveFeltLikeHowTheLast10MonthsShouldHaveBeen #MeetingUpWithFriendsAndTheirKidsAndBumpingIntoABabyFriendInTheParkAndGoingToAClass #SheGotMudOnHerSuitForTheFirstTimeInTheParkAsSheCrawledAboutWithABaby #SheLikesToTryToEatEverythingAndIAmTryingToBeOkayWithLettingHerEatSomeDirt #IHadToGetATwigOutOfHerMouthAndThenIThoughtSheWasTryingToEatAnotherOne #HoweverItWasACigaretteButtWhichIsObviouslyNotGreat #IMadeAJokeAboutItBeingTooEarlyForHerToStartAndThenICringed #MySocialSkillsAreReallyTerribleButIAmNoLongerGoingToBeatMyselfUpForIt #IfPeopleLikeMeThenTheyLikeMeAndIfTheyDoNotThenIAmNotGoingToDwellOnIt #BJustLooksSoHappySeeingOtherBabiesAndYoungKidsThatIReallyHopeTheRulesDoNotGetStricterAgain #IPutBInAnOutfitForHerClassInsteadOfHerUsualOnesies #ItWasProbablyOnlyTheThirdTimeThatSheHasBeenInAnOutfit #TAndIBothThoughtThatSheDidNotLookLikeOurBaby #IPlannedToGetThereEarlyButOfCourseIEndedUpRunningUpAHillWithAPushchair #BJustLovedLookingAroundAtEveryoneAndSmilingAtAllTheBabies #OfCourseSheDidNotWantToStayOnTheMatAndIHadToKeepGrabbingHerBack #TheLastTimeSheWasAtThatClassSheWasATotallyDifferentBaby #IDoFeelLikeWeHaveMissedOutOnALotButIJustWantToMakeSureWeHaveAReallyGreatSummerNow #AtTheEndSheWasWavingAtEveryoneWithBothHandsAndTheWholeClassWentAww #IDidFeelProud #ISatUsInTheShadeToGiveBHerMilkAndOfCourseTheSunWentAwayStraightAway #ItWasTheFirstTimeIHadFedHerFormulaInThePark #ItTookHerAWhileToFallAsleepInHerPushchairButSheEventuallyDid #AfterMonthsOfHavingAQuiteStrictScheduleIAmTryingToBeChillAboutAdaptingAndBeingFlexible #TheOtherDayIGaveHerSomeLunchInTheParkWhichWasTheFirstTimeIHadDoneThatToo #IAmTryingToBePreparedForSpontaneousMomentsWhichSoundsWeird #JustHavingSnacksWithUsAndAPicnicBlanketAndToysInCaseTheWeatherIsSurprisinglyGood #ItFeltWeirdToPackABagForBYesterdayWithAnythingSheMightNeedLikeNappiesAndAChangeOfClothes #WeHaveNotReallyBeenOutFarOrLongEnoughForItToBeNecessary #SometimesICatchMyselfAlreadyDreadingNextWinterButFingersCrossedWeWillNotHaveToGoThroughAllThatAgain

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Imitating B Standing Up In Her Cot (17th April 2021)

  #ThisSeemsToBeANewSkillThatBHasDevelopedInTheLastFewDays #ThisMorningTiagoWentToGetHerAndSaidThatSheWasStandingUpInIt #AtTimesSheGripsSoTightToTheFrameThatHerHandsLoseTheirColour #IAmSoRelievedThatItIsTheWeekend #TheWeekdaysJustSeemToDragSoMuchAndByThursdayIAmUsuallyNotFeelingSoGreat #IWasGladWeGoToGoToAClassThisWeekButThenIJustFeltRubbishAfterwards #ItWasSoNiceToSitInARoomWithPeopleAndBabiesAndToInteract #SoEverydaySinceHasJustFeltCrummyAsIWantTheSameExperienceEveryWeekday #NextWeekWeHaveAFewMoreThingsInOurDiarySoHopefullyItWillBeNicer #SomeDaysITakeBOutTwiceADayJustToTryToHaveSomeKindOfInteractionWithSomeone #ItSoundsDumbAsObviouslyWeLiveWithMyNanAndTiagoButSometimesTiagoIsOutOrIDoNotWantToBotherHim #AlsoAFewMinutesIsNotTheSameAsHangingOutWithSomeoneForAPeriodOfTime #IFeelBadAsIFeelLonelyWhenISpendAllDayWithB #SheIsGoodCompanyButItIsNotTheSameAsHavingConversationsWithPeople #IWorrySheWillReadThisWhenSheIsOlderAndFeelBad #BILoveYouButThisPandemicHasBeenToughAndThingsAreNotHowIThoughtTheyWouldBe #IFeelLikePeopleCanSmellTheDesperationOnMeAndAgainMySocialSkillsAreRubbish #ICanNotBeTheOnlyOneInTheAreaThatFeelsLikeThisThough #IWouldSignBUpForAClassEverydayButALotClashWithBsNaps #ICouldTryToRearrangeHerDayButItFeelsLikeABitTooMuch #EspeciallyAsIDoLikeTheScheduleWeHaveAndIAmUsedToIt #SoIProbablyShouldNotWhineThenButIAmABitStuckInMyWays #AtSomePointSheWillGoDownToOneNapADayAndThenThatWillChangeTheDayALot #ThoughForNowINeedHerToHaveHerTwoNapsSoICanGetThingsDone #YesterdayIWasSoTiredThatIJustGotIntoBedAndReadAndNappedDuringThem #MyBodyGetsToAPointWhereItIsSoTiredThatIJustNeedToRestAndRecover #IThinkTheTirednessIsOftenCausedByMyMentalStateButIfThereIsNothingPressingToDoThenARestIsFine #AnywaysINeedToStopWhiningAndTryToBeProactiveToMakeTheWeekdaysBetter #IStillDreadMealtimesABitThoughSheIsEatingWellTheseDays #HopefullyWithBetterWeatherOnTheWayWeCanJustSitOutsideMoreAndThatWillBeEnoughOfAChangeToMakeTheDaysPassBetter

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I Say That B Is Always Hurting Herself, But I Am Evidently No Better (21st April 2021)

  #IAmAlwaysTalkingAboutHowBIsConstantlyHurtingHerself #HoweverIHaveANiceBruiseOnMyKneeFromHittingItOnTheStairPostAtTheBottomOfTheStairs #NanHasSomeGeraniumsAtTheBottomOfTheStairsThatAreWaitingForWarmerWeatherToBePlanted #AndIDidNotTurnTheLandingLightOnInCaseItWokeBUp #SoIWasObviouslyABitTooCloseToThePostTryingToAvoidThePlantsAndBam #InOtherNewsThisWeekSoFarIsShapingUpToBeTheKindOfWeekThatIHaveBeenAfterForMonths #WeFedBHerLunchOutsideForTheFirstTimeAtAParkWhileMeetingFriends #IChoseSomethingThatIKnowSheLikedAndBroughtSnacksAndSheAtePrettyWell #ItDoesNotSoundLikeABigDealButItFeelsLikeABigOneToMe #WeHaveAlsoHungOutWithAMumAndBabyAtAParkWhichWasNice #ItIsNiceToMeetPeopleWhoAreAlsoKeenToHangOut #IFeltTiredAfterwardsAsIWasNotUsedToTalkingAndListeningSoMuch #WeAlsoWentToABabyClassWhichBEnjoyedAgain #SheWasCompletelyCaptivatedByTheTeacherLookingLikeAFairyWithLitUpBigWingsWhileBubblesBlewAroundTheRoom #ThenWeHungOutWithAMumAndBabyAfterClassWhichIsSuchANormalThingToDoButItIsSomethingWeHaveNotDoneBefore #IWentToAnAdultExerciseClassWhichWasGoodButItFeltWeirdToGoByMyself #IAmEitherGettingBetterAtSocialisingOrIAmCaringLessWhatPeopleThinkWhichIsGood #IThinkTheHappierIAmTheLessIJudgeMyselfWhichIsNice #WeHavePlansToMeetMorePeopleThisWeekAndToGoToAnotherBabyClass #ThereIsSoMuchTimeInTheDayToPassBySoItIsNiceToFinallyBeFillingItWithDifferentThings #IAmStillGettingUsedToSeeingBInOutfitsAsItIsFunnyHowDifferentItMakesHerLook #TheLastCoupleOfNightsHaveBeenQuiteHotAndIHaveBeenStressedThatSheIsTooHot #SheHasMadeMoreNoiseDuringTheNightThoughSometimesItSeemsLikeSheIsAsleepAndItMightBeJustDueToTeethingAndOtherThings #AsIAlwaysSayIWishSheCouldJustTellMeWhatSheWantsOrNeeds #SheHasBeenEatingABitMoreIndependentlyNowWhichMeansICanCleanUpAsSheEatsAndILoveSavingTime #WheneverSheHearsTheDishwasherOpeningSheMovesPrettyQuicklyFromWhereverSheIs #IDoNotKnowWhySheLikesItSoMuchButIGuessItIsSomethingDifferentToInspect #TheOtherDayInTheParkASchoolKidWalkedByAndShowedHerABatThatHeHadDrawn #IShouldHaveSaidNotToGetTooCloseAsBRippedItsHeadOffAndIFeltBadForTheKid #PerhapsThisMeansThatBIsStartingToTurnIntoABrummie

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Eighth Family Portrait (24th April 2021)

  #IHaveSaidBeforeThatIHadWishWeHadDoneAFamilyPortraitEveryMonthSinceBWasBorn #ButItDoesNotFeelLikeThatLongSinceTheLastOne #ItIsTheWeekendAndTiagoSaidHeIsUpForDoingOneThoughSoWhyNot #HeHasJustComeBackFromHavingHisSecondVaccine #LastTimeHeHadToTakeTheNextDayOffWorkSoItMadeMoreSenseToGetItOnASaturdayThisTime #TheWeatherIsNiceSoWeCanJustLazeAroundInTheGardenAtLeast #ThisWeekWasGoodAsWeDidALotMoreThingsButMaybeItWasTooMuch #IThinkWeNeedToLimitThingsToOnePlanADayAndThenMaybeHaveANoPlansDay #YesterdayIThoughtWeWouldSeeIfBWouldTakeHerMorningNapInThePushchairWhichSheHasNotDoneInMonthsss #IThinkSheOnlySleptFor10MinutesAndSoIWasStressedInsteadOfEnjoyingSeeingFriends #ThenWeHadBookedOntoAWalkForAnHourAfterwardsAndBWouldNotSleepDuringThatTime #ThenOnTheWalkSheWasFussySoILeftEarlyAndOfCourseSheFellAsleepOnTheWayHome #ILetHerHave20MinutesAsItWasLunchtime #LuckilySheWentOffToSleepWhenIAmUsuallyWakingHerUpFromHer2ndNap #AndSheOnlyWentToBed30MinutesLaterThanUsualAndSleptWellInTheNightSoItAllWorkedOut #ItAllSoundsLikeReallyBoringStuffButDueToThePandemicIHaveNotReallyHadToBeSpontaneousAndFlexibleWithHerRoutine #AndIWorryAboutHowThingsThatHappenDuringTheDayWillAffectHerSleepAtNight #LuckilyIThinkSheAdaptsPrettyWellSoINeedToStopBeingAStressHead #WeSeemToHaveFoundTheRightClothesForHerAtBedtimeAsSheHasSleptALotBetterAtNightTheLast2Nights #WhenIPutHerInHerPushchairNowSheSeemsToKnowThatSheNeedsToBeBuckledInAndAlwaysReachesForTheBottomPartOfIt #ItMightJustBeSomethingThatSheLikesToMessWithButILikeToThinkThatSheIsHelpingMe #YesterdayIWasJustRandomlyFilmingBAndItLookedLikeSheWasTryingToDoAYogaSequence #TheOtherDaySheWasLaughingAtAPigeonDrinkingWaterFromABirdBathAndShakingItsHeadAfterwards #ItIsAmazingHowMuchSheHasChangedSinceWeMovedHereNearly6MonthsAgo #NanHasBeenSoKeenToGoToTheHairdressersThatSheWentAWeekEarlyForHerAppointment #LuckilyTheySqueezedHerInSoSheIsHappy #WeHaveDecidedToTryToGoToPortugalThisSummerForAWeddingButTiagoNeedsToSortHisPassportOut #IPlannedToTakeBToSomeCharityShopsWhileTiagoWentToGetSomePhotosDone #IHadTakenSomeForHimSomeWeeksAgoButTheWebsiteSaidTheyWerePoorDueToUsingFlashEtc #WeEndedUpJustGoingInOneAsWeGotChattingToANiceLadyForAgesSoWeWillHaveToGoBackAnotherTime

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Imitating B Chewing On A Wet Flannel (28th April 2021)

  #IAmSurprisedThatIsHasTakenMeThisLongToGetRoundToImitatingBChewingOnAWetFlannel #AfterAMealIUsuallyWetAFlannelATryToWashHerFace #HoweverSheJustWantsToChewOnItAsIGuessItMustFeelNiceForHerEverTeethingGums #IBetWhenSheIsOlderBWillCallMeOutChoosingNotToShowHerFullFaceButDecidingToShareThingsLikeThis #FairPlayFutureB #SheHasStartedToSayGaGaMoreNow #YesterdayWeGotSentAQuestionnaireToFillInAboutHerDevelopment #AHealthVisitorWouldUsuallyVisitHerAround9To12MonthsToDoItButBecauseOfCovidTheyAreNotDoingItFaceToFace #ThereAreQuestionsAboutCommunicationGrossMotorSkillsFineMotorSkillsProblemSolvingPersonalSkillsAndSocialSkills #IThinkBNowDoesMostOfTheThingsThatItTalksAboutButIAmWorriedAboutFillingItInWrong #ItIsShameThatSomeoneCanNotJustComeRoundAndDoItButIDoNotHaveAnyConcernsAboutHer #LastWeekIWasWorriedThatSheWasTooHotInTheNightAndNowIThinkSheHasBeenTooCold #SheWasAwakeForAnHourAndAHalfTheOtherNightButWentBackToSleepAfterIPutHerHeaterOn #ItWasEitherThatThatFixedItOrItWasACoincidence #IGotABitEmotionalYesterdaySeeingBHavingFunWithBabiesHerOwnAge #WeHadAPicnicWithAMotherAndBabyFromOneOfHerClassesAndItWasReallyNice #ThenSheWasJustCrawlingAroundAndInteractingWithBabiesInHerClass #ThisIsHowItShouldHaveBeenTheWholeTimeSheHasBeenAliveButOhWell #TheTeacherSaidThatTheyLearnTheConceptOfSharingAtFourWhichWeAllSighedAt #ButReadingOnlineAnArticleSaysTheyReallyWantThingsToBeFairByTheTimeTheyAreSevenOrEight #SoPlentyMoreYearsOfApologisingForBGrabbingToysAwayFromOtherKidsGreat #MyAuntCameRoundToVisitUsAndBWasNotHappyAboutIt #ThoughAgainAfterAWhileSheWasFineInHerCompanySoItIsGoodToKnowItIsJustAboutPerseverance #IWasFeelingABitDownTheOtherDayAgainAndThenIRealisedThatTiagoHasNotHadAWeekOffSinceTheStartOfOctober #NoWonderWeAreAllTired #HeHasFinallyBookedAWeekOffInAMonthOrSoSoItIsNiceToHaveSomethingToCountDownTo #INeedToWorkToBeMorePresentWhenIAmWithB #ICompletedASurveyAboutSocialMediaTheOtherDayAndItAskedMeAboutMyMoodsWhenUsingIt #IWasReallyNegativeAboutAllOfItSoINeedToUseItAndMyPhoneALotLess #IWantToBeABetterMotherToBAndIWantToFeelHappier

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